The other day I set out to type at 55 words a minute, finish 4 chapters, and get 6600 words on the page … all in two hours.
I failed.
Now, before I get into all of my wonderful excuses for why I didn’t type, let me impart some knowledge that I picked up after my failure at typing faster than I have my entire life.
It matters what time you go to bed.
I wanted to spend some fun time with my wife at the movies last Tuesday night, so we went to Regal cinemas and saw a movie. It started at 7:20, so I thought I would be just fine on time.
I checked my watch after I walked into the front door and realized that it was after 10:00, my designated bedtime. It was definitely worth getting home a little after 10. It was a great movie (we saw Wonder) and I had an awesome time with my lovely wife.
When I finally got into my covers, however, the clock read 11:45 …
Nonplussed, I decided to keep my schedule and try to get up at 4:25 a.m. the next morning.
When I woke up at 7:45 I knew I’d been a little too ambitious for my own good.
At lunchtime for work that day I didn’t even want to start typing though and try to at least make up some of the time. It was too daunting. So, here is the first thing that threw me off my rather lofty goal.
#1 – Falling behind early can kill your chances of getting started
You’ve probably read this somewhere, and if that’s the case, you probably should have sent me an email that my goal was too big.
You didn’t, and I blame you for all of my problems.
Especially the ones that don’t have anything to do with getting six books finished up … but I digress.
What killed me this morning was the fact that I had to type for 2 hours, which meant I had to do some serious planning for my chapters, which meant I probably needed like 3 hours of time to do my typing.
Waking up at 4:25 gives me roughly 2 and a half hours. I get the third hour in during my lunchtime at work.
By the time my lunch time came around, I’d already given up the ghost for the day on trying to get some typing done. My brain, body, heart, and desire all told me, in roughly the same way, that typing for the day was a lost cause.
So, guess what I did … I listened to them. (There is a silver lining to this that I’ll bring up at the end.)
All told, since my goals looked impossible, I didn’t even want to start once I’d gotten off to a late beginning.
#2 Your ability to function at a high level could get impacted … and not in a positive way
The second day, this morning, I tried the same goals, but this time I actually got to start typing before the sun was even thinking about coming up.
I put on my headphones, turned on the tunes, got my timer out, pulled up the old word-processor, and took a deep breath. I was ready to go, or so I thought.
I briefly thought about my goal of 55 words per minute, and as I did so, I felt my heart rate pick up. Then I felt a tingling in my fingers, and a small voice in the back of my head started saying things to me.
It took me a moment, but I realized that I was completely stressed out.
I hit the start button on my timer and took off typing. But, just before my typing sprint, I decided to change my tactics. Actually, I decided to stop doing the writing sprints completely.
Instead, I decided to type until my chapter was completed.
The result was a really quick start and a really slow finish. I wasn’t able to keep my momentum up, and I could actually feel myself dragging about halfway through the chapter.
I wouldn’t be surprised if I had actually been typing 55 words per minute at some point, but my stress had caused me to change my tactics (because of a serious amount of self-doubt) and caused me to burn out.
So, does that mean you should never set out unachievable goals?
Probably not.
If I hadn’t set out to type those words so fast, I wouldn’t be anywhere near where I am in my story right now. It’s probable I wouldn’t have even started writing yet.
If you’re going to shoot for the moon, then I say go for it.
Just understand that getting discouraged stressed, and feeling some anxiety are going to happen. But guess what?
It’s normal. So acknowledge those facts, and then move on with shooting for the moon!